Reached school at 6.30am today, funnily enough, I don;t feel as tired compared to going to school from Farrer. I feel very weird wearing a SC uni in Woodlands, I don't seem to fit. Today's training was totally not beneficial to us but I hope it is for the juniors. Or else that 2-3 hours will be wasted. I don't feel very ready to be a senior yet. There are still so many things I'm so unsure of and I have no confidence in my own courtplay. How am I supposed to tell the sec ones where and how to run? I'm always feeling so insecure. Sigh. Apple Day is so lame. They are cheating our money. I think the maid gave me the wrong uniform, going to check.

You know I can't smile without you