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EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER

Yes. The long awaited day ended off with the english compre. It was barely 10 when we left school. Anyway by the time we reached cathay for John Tucker Must Die it was already 10.30. And don't know why we kept going up and down in lifts and on escalators today. HAlarious. Haha. Then after that we went to kayi's and she made us watch Hannah Montana. Weird rhyming name. And ann kept making kayi's toy sheep go meh during the show. XD For example when someone just said something then there'll be a "meh~" so funny. But the show got a bit boring or rather i got a bit sleepy after watching one or two episodes that i fell asleep on kayi's bed, hugging her humongous yellow teddy bear. They piled the kiwi and sheep on top of me too. Then ann happily took pictures of me sleeping. Ann and charlene used me as pillow some more. What the hell. It happened the other time too with kayi and jacq.

Ladida. I downloaded worms armageddon. The game where one platoon of worms fight against another with selected weapons. So fun. Yeah im violent la huh, so what. They're worms and i don't like wriggly worms in real life too. And they don't really die. Oh i like the comment they put when they say "worm 1 has gone to sleep with the fishies" XD get it geti it?

taking a break off my hectic late revision for the exams. my eyes are on the verge of popping out due to staring at the screen for too long. i hate myself for not being able to focus. i hate myself for not finding a goal to work for. its horrible being aimless. like a plank floating on the sea, nowhere to go, waiting for the day it finally gets washed upshore. but when will that be? have i lost my purpose in life? (i think so)

find it back then

i figured that if i worked for about a month during the hols, provided that i won't have to go back for re-exams cos trainings will be taking up a large part of it. i will make a few hundred bucks. a cause for joy! then i can afford my guitar lessons and other stuff and wouldn't need to take money from my mum. -eyes lighting up- k i shan't become a moneyface. like my colourful wayang face on my table (only people in my class will know what im referring to) i pity my wayang face.

Westlife concert on friday!!! Haha im only going because its Jacq's birthday.Well... Can't believe that exams are really coming very very soon. So im really panicky now cos haha hardly started revision at all. This determines my promotion to sec 4. :( Bloody hell. And i don't know whats wrong with puva today, she called only this morning when everyone was kinda ready to go for training to inform us that training's cancelled. ?! So weird. Maybe some emergency happened. Bleargh. So...i went to my aunty's office and watch youtube until it was time to go for emath. XD so much for wanting to study bio. Internet is a very big distraction when a comp is near and available. And kayi: YOU'RE NOT GOING TO FREAKING FAIL CHINESE EOYS SO STOP THINKING THAT YOU WILL. Unless they let belle tan set it and its as incomprehensive as the one she set the other time. Pray hard. I haven't been praying...

And i said, Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything that i knew
You were the one i loved
The one thing that i tried to hold on to

ahahaha sch was funny today. jacq came up with "pangsai shitty shitty bombomb" you're the best lah, only you can come up with this kind of thing. then kayi was asking me to help her think of her last question for the english oral picture, i was pretty clueless cos all i thought of had already been used by her. so i just crapped up "why do yo think these people are wearing thick clothes?" and she really wrote it down... oh my... ce period was the best. haha slacking. i was being quite hyper, and i gave kayi a nice smiley face on her neck :) but then she had to draw this super duper terribly horribly UGLY person in my notebook. and i swear that face kayi drew (and jacq kinda added mascara on it) looked like jacq. not kidding. there were a total of 19(?) ugly faces/people kayi drew in my notebook. she likes to uglifiy notebooks i tell you. so horrid. after all that haha-ness laoshi threatened to change my seat cos i was being noisy(not very often can you see me doing so). bleah. and i have 4 "tatoos" on me given by 3 different people. shiu an drew a big heart and wrote "aileen loves shiu an". gen wrote "fishy loves xxxxx" i managed to rub the name away, ha. as for aunty pei wen.... ahem, the exact contents can be excluded in my post.

i wonder how would it be like if my mum really decides to separate. but then, it already seems like it now.

We took this spiritual gift and personality test which averaged about over 100 questions for each test for YF. So the workshop for YF was just taking 2 tests. The spiritual gift thing had 136 questions (it was shortened already!) and the personality test had 96. Phew. The spiritual gift that i scored highest for was Giving, with Sevice and Showing Mercy coming in second and third. Haha. And for the personality test thing i'm "S". Cool huh, i like these kind of tests. Probably because i don't understand myself so i need something to help me.

Oh and today's jamming session went pretty well. :) Huifang's drumming is better than i thought. Considering the fact that she is not a drummer at all. 2 more days and chinese talentime is done. I'm scared! My first time singing on stage and in front of 1/4 of the school. :S

And im sorry for causing certain people to worry about me. I've been silly. I love you guys. :)

I swear I had a look of horror when my mum found the penknife. How stupid can I get?

Lessons are boring. They make me sleep. Nothing new though, I sleep everywhere. Haha. Sleeping is my favourite past time! I realise I read more manga than books. Your normal english books. The manga is in chinese some more. I need graphics man, those long sentences on the page that looks like worms scare me. The only thing that is close to a graphic is the illustration on the cover? Shakespeare makes everything worse. Uh.

A little frustrated lately. Can't exactly pinpoint what but its just a lot of stuff going through my mind. And how I just not let people come near me. Keeping them away at a comfortable distance from me. I wanna kill my brain.

BUT, I think chinese o's oral went pretty smoothly for me. Quite happy with myself cos I didn't give the examiners a chance to prompt me at all. My advice when people say they're scared for oral: Just talk. Haha. Not likely that I can do the same for eng oral. To hell with eng oral.

Tests will be over by the end of next week! I wonder why they love to bombard us with tests at the SAME time. Teachers have good chemistry among themselves is it? Go and die. XD